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Panic

Thu May 17, 2007, 10:40 PM
Eh heh heh...I have one more day before I graduate from college...

Is it normal to be this terrified and miserable? Everyone else seems so excited, but all I wanna do is curl up in a dark corner and cry. I'm not prepared for this. I don't feel like I know as much as I should or as much as I must to be successful...I feel time, control, my life, everything slipping through my fingers like sand, I am totally lost...

Ah, this is not the place for these thoughts, but I can't help myself...what can I do?

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Within Temptation
  • Reading: Black Magician Trilogy
  • Watching: Ouran Koukou Host Club
  • Eating: Paint Chips O.o

I can sleep when I'm dead...

Tue Oct 17, 2006, 2:30 AM
Ha ha! At long last, I have gotten around to updating my images! And its only 5:30 in the morning! Take that, stupid physical necessity to sleep!

Well, in lieu of a long, rambling and ultimately pointless tirade about nothing, I will leave you with this piece of universal wisdom:

Meerkat Manor is the best soap opera you'll ever watch (because all the actors are, in fact, meerkats) Fridays at 8pm eastern standard time on Animal Planet--watch it and root for Mozart--she's such a rebel!

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Within Temptation
  • Reading: Angel Sanctuary
  • Watching: Meerkat Manor
  • Eating: Paint Chips O.o

Depressed? No no no, depressING

Wed Jun 21, 2006, 5:11 PM
After leafing through some of my old poetry, I am reminded of the words of a friend of mine. He once said that everyone he knew had one personality problem or another. Like a fool, I asked him what mine was and he told me that I'm just too damn depressing.

This is not to be confused with being depressed. I'm too overworked and underpaid to have time for depression. But apparently I have a knack for depressing other people--and apparently that's what they love about me? @_@

No, no, don't adjust your mind--there's a fault in reality. Apparently I'm lovably morbid ^_^

*shruggle* who knew?

Well, he did...but we've already established that.

Anywho, I didn't realize how true that was until I read over some of my old poetry all at once and had an irrepressable urge to go drown my sorrows in a vat of Blue Bunny(TM) Strawberry Cheesecake Ice Cream (well, I didn't try all that hard to repress it...its really good ice cream ^_^)

But apparently this genre works for me--at least contest judges seem to eat it up like heyenas stripping a gazel carcass...so to those who read my overly-angsty work I say this: if you become depressed, know that I depress you out of nothing but love and there's no need to thank me for introducing you to the wonderful healing powers of ice cream! ^_^

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