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Panic

Thu May 17, 2007, 10:40 PM
Eh heh heh...I have one more day before I graduate from college...

Is it normal to be this terrified and miserable? Everyone else seems so excited, but all I wanna do is curl up in a dark corner and cry. I'm not prepared for this. I don't feel like I know as much as I should or as much as I must to be successful...I feel time, control, my life, everything slipping through my fingers like sand, I am totally lost...

Ah, this is not the place for these thoughts, but I can't help myself...what can I do?

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Within Temptation
  • Reading: Black Magician Trilogy
  • Watching: Ouran Koukou Host Club
  • Eating: Paint Chips O.o

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:iconindigoblue86:
I think that is normal state. Starting studying in college is changing every thing in your life, so no wonder that you are scared of it. Don't worry, is not so bad as you think. You'll get use to it, I'm sure. ^^ many wishes to you

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:iconoshouki:
Its perfectly normal to feel overwhelmed and unprepared graduating from college. If others seem otherwise and excited, its because they are hiding their own fears. When I graduated many moons ago, I didn't even know how I managed to pass all my courses, let alone what I was going to do with the rest of my life. I didn't get off my sorry ass to look for a job for over six months after graduation. Thank goodness for my wife (then fiance) for kicking that sorry ass into gear. Of course, everything worked out in the end.
So, don't be afraid. Like it has been said, there's nothing to fear but fear itself. You've learned more than you realize and sooner or later, your instincts and your experiences will kick in and carry you.

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